| Location | Blackpool United Kingdom |
| Age | 53 years |
| Date of Birth | 12/1953 |
| Date of Death | 5/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,603 since 08/05/2007 |
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This is in loving memory of a truly wonderful person, my mum, Margaret
Who sadly died in hospital on May the 3rd 2007 at 09:50pm uk time after a brave fight against cancer.
Loving Wife of Allan♥ . Devoted and loving Mum of Krissie♥ . Second Mum of Tracy♥ , Karen♥ and Allyson♥ . Devoted and proud Nanna of Shemaine♥ and Alisha♥ . Loving and proud nanna mags to Aiden♥ Shelbie♥ Shannon♥ and Macey Jai♥ . Alan♥ Aisling♥ and Emma♥
♥ We will miss you so very much. you were so brave and never complained once, all you cared about was us and how we were feeling. your death was such a shock to us all and we will never ever get over it. You were truly gone too soon but will remain a huge part of all our lives and be in our hearts forever. ♥
Dear Mum. Life can be so cruel sometimes and this past year has been the worst of our lives. i never ever thought id lose you so soon and in such a cruel way. i will never forget the day you told me you had cancer my whole body started shaking and i felt faint and sick. all i could say was no mum please no please, i was devastated especially when you said it was too advanced to be treated. how on earth did you have the strength to tell me that!! my world was falling apart what would i do without my mum? the one i ran to when i needed help the one who made me laugh when noone else could and the only one who gave the cuddles you could. what i would give for one of them right now ! my heart is breaking just at the thought of how you must have felt when you were told you had the cancer and that you had up to 18 months left to live. i so wanted to do more with you and take you on the final holiday we planned but unfortunatly you just became too weak so fast and we only had 8 of those 18 we were told. im so gutted we couldnt get you there. it was such a shock when you were taken in hospital because you were perfectly fine when i left to go on my holiday that friday. but when i called to say i had arrived you didnt sound yourself and your speech was slurred. i wish with all my heart id have stayed home maybe i could have done something to get you back out of it. early the next morning i got a call to say you were in hospital and that they didnt expect you to last the night. i couldnt believe what i was hearing i was totally devastated. we got the next train home and i was terrified i would miss you. the next 5 days and nights i was by your side and slept in the hospital next to you we hoped and prayed you would be ok but unfortunatly you wasnt. towards the very end of the day you died you didnt know who we were and wasnt responding to our voices like you had been earlier that day... we thought u were gonna pull through because you were so much more alert that morning but then towards late afternoon you took a turn for the worst and i was called back to the hospital, i had only been home 10 minutes for my shower and i got the call to say you wasnt gna make it. i ran so fast around the house to get my clothes back on called a taxi and got to you in time. we all sat around you and spoke to you but we knew you were on your way, around 9:50 you took your last breaths and thats when my world came crashing down i didnt have the chance to tell you just how special you were to me. even though you knew i couldnt have loved anyone as much as i loved you i just wanted to be able to say it one more time and for you to hear and understand me. you kept me alive for 27 years you shown me so much love and affection and never hurt me no body will ever have the place in my heart as you do. i miss you so so much mum and i cant believe i will never hear your voice again, see or speak to you again. you were such a self-less person and deserved so much more than life gave you and im devastated we have lost you in such a way you were too good for that. you will never see me walk up the isle nor have children these were your only two dreams for me and now you will never see it happen every day i spent around you was so precious and only now do i realise just how short a time we had to say and do all we wanted to. my dad is so lost without you, i hear him crying every night when he goes to bed and it breaks my heart, you two were so much in love iv never witnessed such devotion from two people as i did with you both. god obvoiusly didnt realise just how needed you were and he took you away from us way too soon. i need you mum i honestly dont know what im gonna do without you i dont know how you must have felt because you never shown any pain nor how scared you really was it ripped us appart to see you suffer the way you did and i was totally helpless. normally if something was wrong with you i could help you or make it go away but this time i couldnt. i really do wish it was me and not you my dad needs you in his life and so does everyone else i will never ever make sense out of any of whats happened its so true that the good go first because god certainly has taken the best. Sleep sweet mum your no longer in pain now i will see you when i get there but untill then i will look after dad for you. we 3 are 1 and always will be
xxxxxxxxxx ♥ I LOVE YOU ♥ xxxxxxxxxx
For as long as I can remember
you were always by my side
to give me support
to give me confidence
to give me help
For as long as I can remember
you were the person
I looked up to
so strong
so sensitive
so pretty
For as long as I can remember
you were everything a mother should be
and i wish you were here right now
For as long as I can remember
you always provided stability
full of laughter
full of encouragement
full of love
Whatever I become in life
is because of you
and I thank you forever
for being who you were and are to me
I love you
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Like a comet
Blazing 'cross the evening sky
Gone too soon
Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon
Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night
Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon
Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon
Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon
Born to amuse, to inspire, and delight
Here one day
Gone one night
Like a sunset
Dying with the rising of the moon
Gone too soon
Thoughts are with Krissie and her family today on the 1st anniversay of her Mum`s passing
Krissie, because you are one of the most kind ,generous,and held most dear people amongst your fellow 'Thatters' ,these qualities pay tribute to your Mum you held so dear, and someone you are so obviously proud of, which is a good reason to let this day be filled with pride for your Mum, and to celebrate her life, We`re all with you today Krissie =Love Julie XXXX(www.myspace.com/julesluvs2rock)
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My thoughts are with you and your family!
Big Hug!
Thinking of you today.
Krissie, I never had the fortune to meet your Mum but from what both you and your Dad say, you are just like her and she shines through you everyday. I'm sure she is more proud of you than you can ever imagine. She probably laughs her head off at all the funny situations you get yourself into. I'll raise a glass to her tonight. All my love , hugs, Kisses and Cuddles
Charlotte xXx
Its been a Year already, yet it only feels like yesterday.
Dear mum. at 9.50pm saturday night it will have been a year since i lost you. all i know is i have a numb feeling inside me that wont go away, i feel totally lost because we thought you were on the road to recovery after what the doctor had said this time last year, how very wrong he was and how cruel to get our hopes up like that because within 24 hours of him saying that, you were gone. all i can think about is being sat beside you in the hospital praying constantly for a miricle i couldnt believe that my mum was slowly slipping away from me. on the 3rd of may i sat with you hlding your hand untill your last breath and i can still see the colour draining slowly from your hand and an instant coldness to your touch which i had never ever felt in my life before and with that i knew this was it i had lost my mum all i could do was put my head down and kiss your hand with tears streaming down my face i couldnt believe you were gone. once i was asked to leave that was the hard part how could i leave you alone in a hospital with people you didnt even know? i just remember uncontrolably crying and then i couldnt stop being sick. im sat here now wishing i could have just a few moments with you right now to let you know i will never ever forget you and i will always think of you every day. i love you so much it hurts. wherever you are i hope your ok.
I love you mum
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I miss you
Its been a year already but the pain still as raw. No words can describe what the last yr has felt like with not being able to talk to you or just to have one of the special hugs you gave us when we were a lil upset or down or even just felt like we needed one.you took a place in our hearts that no one else will ever be able to fill. we will never ever forget how special you were and how you were always there for everyone else always putting them before yourself love and missing you everyday mags(mom no2) sleep sweet xxxxxx
From me to you my darling
The stars are shining up above, i know they are shining for my love, a guiding star that we can see, it means so very much to me, god bless you my darling, i will never forget, the happy days when first we met, my darling sweetheart Mags, so loving so very special you are to me, goodnight godbless sweetheart i will see you in my dreams all my love your husband Allan xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
No more pain Margaret xxx
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My thoughts and prayers are with your family xxx
Why cant i cry? Why do i feel like your gonna come back? Why do i wake up every day and forget for a minute that your gone and expect to hear you? Why cant i accept the reality of this? Why cant anyone see that im not ok? Why cant someone bring me back my mum? Why have i not seen my mum for 3 months? Why have i not heard your voice? Why have i not seen your smile? Why have i not felt as safe as i do when im in your arms? Why have i not had one of your cuddles? Why do i feel so alone yet i have people around me? Why do i feel dead inside? Why did this have to happen to you? Why did they take my mum? Why was there no cure? Why was such an amazing person taken in such a cruel way? Why did you have to die so soon? Why cant i have my mum? Why cant i listen to our songs? WHY DID THEY TAKE MY MUM AWAY FROM ME!!!!??????? What am i going to do when i realise your NOT going to come back????
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